Happiness is Imaginary 23/08/14

Pretending to be happy,
Is so much easier,
Than letting people know,
That you're sad.

Dreams 22/08/14

All of my dreams, 

Are painfully unattainable-

But tell me I can't do it.

I dare you, 

There will be hell to pay.

21/08/14

Sometimes I like my body,
Soft and warm,
All curves and slopes,
Not a sharp edge in sight.
I think-
It's beautiful in its own way.

20/08/14

I wish you weren't so vain/
I wish I weren't so vain.
I don't like you-
Not in that way at least.
Get over yourself.
You don't like the idea,
Of me liking you-
And that hurts for some reason.
I really should.
Get over myself.

Who Am I 19/08/14

I'm so fucking confused-
About this and that,
About you,
But mostly about me.

Fear Anxiety Dread 18/08/14

Embrace the dread,
In my chest,
Try to understand the beast,
That escapes in ferocious waves,
From my eyes.

Detachment 17/08/14

I could leave tomorrow,
And live the rest of my life-
Happily,
Without ever missing you.
Part of me is sorry-
But the other part is so terribly proud,
That I've distanced my self so well.